Regina's Vagina dreams

I think I wanted to be a female from birth. I once looked through a girlie magazine out of curiosity. I had impossible dreams and I longed to trade genitalia with them. I have always fantasized about my Vagina when I was younger. It was during those times that I would drift into my own private world where I became that bitch in my head: a big boob, tight pussy slut. It wasn’t fair that with all my feminine spirit, I don’t have a Vagina.
During my early pre-sex years there was a lot of pressure on me as I reached puberty. One cousin or one uncle seemed to always have an insulting comment about my mannerisms and feminine ways. They constantly wanted to know if I had a girlfriend once I reached puberty. That made them suspicious that there was no female in my life. Here I was amongst all these macho cousins and uncles who took pride in their abilities to make women scream and to “tear that pussy up.”
I had no desire to tear that pussy up. I wanted to be a woman, or at least woman-like. I loved to masturbate while pretending to be a hot bitch being fucked by my large cock pimp. I saw myself as a hot sexy prostitute giving the best blow jobs known to man. I still have a taste for dick and feminine things. Over the years I acquired a taste for meaty hot cocks.
I love the way a dick glides between my lips, and I have learned many ways to drive a man up a wall with my tongue. I loved making my lover moan with delight. Its magic when that cock goes inside my mouth and down my throat. When the cock hits the back of my throat, that’s when the magic happens. My lovers involuntary natural sounds of lust is a symphony that pays homage to my skills. My goal is to be feminine enough to capture a real man, then to drive him crazy with lust. My aim with every lover is to be all the woman he can stand. I strongly believe I am woman enough to do that, because all my lovers say that I am really special.
The first time I heard two people having sex, I marveled at how females expressed their joy at being fucked by the animal noises they made when being screwed.