PF's Black Romp and JoyceLynn's Awakenin

I attributed this to the idea that she was so scared of having come so much and so hard that she had scared herself. With that in mind I tried to encourage here to either meet him again or let me find someone else. She would not comment. During this period Robert had called at least 5 times and I couldn't get PF to even talk to him. Our sex life had continued to decline. At this point in time, I took a job in Las Vegas with the idea of her joining me after selling our house. I began to look for black men in Vegas to meet her when she came to visit, but when she did, she was not interested in sex of any kind,
or she was having her period, and when I went home it was the same story.
In frustration one night in Vegas, I put on a pair of her thigh highs and panties and I was immediately excited. I watched an interracial video I had and masturbated for the first time in a long time thinking about PF and Robert and imagining the three of us together again, this time with me also dressed, and I came very hard.

The next night after work I could hardly wait to get home to change into her
underwear and stockings, and that night I took the smallest black dildo we had and masturbated using that inserted into me. I imagined it was Robert fucking me with his black cock and I came again even harder. Things just escalated from there. I began to go to Wal-Mart and buy nightgowns, panties and stockings and every night when I got home from work I would dress and wear them in the apartment. My masturbation with the dildos that were there continued as I progressed to bigger and bigger ones and I added to the collection, always fantasizing about being with black men.

When the Las Vegas company (it was a dot com) went out of business, I came back to Texas and things at home were the same or worse as when I left. I looked for work and wasn't having much luck finding any, and as my frustrations increased, our sex life declined even further. I again began to dress in lingerie and masturbate with the black dildos in my collection. One day my wife came home early and discovered me in the very embarrassing position of having on lingerie and a big black dildo up my ass masturbating and taking pictures. You can imagine her reaction. That night she moved into the guest bedroom.