My First time squirting

I have, for many years now, been fascinated with the beauty of Ladyboys, TG, TS, TV's especially Asian girls (but do love to watch a lots of non Asian girls too) and have watched lots of porn (and still do to this day) about these beautiful girls and seeing them make themselves cum is such a turn on and i dream of being able to do that to them myself. When one day i came across (excuse the pun) a girl making herself cum hands free with a dildo. OMG it was so erotic and so i searched for more and more and some were hard when they came and others weren't, but they all came, pouring out beautiful white juices and it was obvious they were making them selves cum, and they weren't touching themselves to do it, they were sliding dildos in and out of themselves...

Well, I will try anything once, as long as it does not involve pain and so went online and ordered some dildos in various sizes, lots of lube and a means of cleaning myself and when all had finally arrived, i prepared myself.

I started to drink lots of alcohol, well when i say lots, about 3 pints, as dutch courage and cleaned myself and laid out the various dildos i had purchased in size order, all the while i had my laptop open watching these beautiful girls making themselves cum and was excited, but at the same time a little scared as to whether it was going to hurt, as have said, i don't like pain, and so lubed up the smallest dildo and started to tease myself with it until i finally plucked up the courage to start to slide it inside of me. I was actually hard up until this point and was slightly disappointed that i was going limp, but the girl in the video was limp and she was still cumming so i didn't think anything else of it. At first there was some resistance and then suddenly it was in me. I think the mixture of the alcohol and lots of lube helped and so started to slide it in and out of myself as the girl was on the video i was watching. Slowly at first as i started to relax and i admit it felt good and so i started to quicken the thrusts up, sometimes taking it out and then sliding it back in again to see how it felt and adding more lube when suddenly my whole of my body started to quiver and the incredible sensation of the feeling you get when you are about to cum started to come over me and i thought, this is it, am about to cum hands free, what a feeling and then wow...