From accidental trans porn addiction to a cum filled booty

One night when I was around 30 or so I was watching some porn, nothing unusual for a guy like me, aka a sex addict. Sex addiction is great if you’re Tiger Woods and swimming in poon, but for guys like me - regular, awkward, slightly handsome in a very boyish way, weirdos — it’s not that fun.

Well, it’s fun, but your dick gets rubbed raw and your porn tastes are forced to evolve since you get desensitized AND have the internet, which brings infinite novelty and infinite possibilities for whatever fetish/genre/depraved rabbitholes we want to go down. Porn rabbitholes, combined with a high dose prescription of Adderall - can lead to things escalating in very unpredictable ways...

Well, it’s totally predictable. You’ve seen the title, you know the meta of this kind of thing and just want the story of how I went from normal, straight 30 year old midwestern dude who started with a stocking fetish and put my first pair of thigh highs on at 13, sporadically wore them in my 20s now and then just to enhance jerking off and then - all of a sudden, after coming across transgender porn on accident — went down the rabbithole and never came out.

This is the same old story just different words, and too many of them. The story of me years ago when I realized that I wanted to get fully dressed up, Magic Shave my whole body, and toy my ass as I lay yearning for a cock to suck, yearning for a man to make love to me and feel my hairless body against his and see me as feminine, makes me his sissy toy fuck doll and then takes me in his embrace, then he generously allows me the great privilege of kneeling down and worshipping his rock hard cock.

Making love to it with my mouth. Softly kissing the tip. Licking from the middle of his balls up along the vein on the underside of his cock, then swirling it around the head, flicking my tongue into the hole and savoring the taste of his sweet precum. Then, if I’m really lucky - I get my big, round sissy ass pounded like the fucking dirty whore I’ve always been but just didn’t know it....